I have been in school for 5 years. I did majors that I was never really fit for me and I only did them becausey mom wanted me too. From biology to engineering, it was always a struggle. No matter how hard I studied in those classes, i never got the grades I needed to move forward. I struggled in the lower level classes and it gave me no confidence for the upper level courses. I finally got into engineering school at Texas a&m and I got in state because my parents moved to Dallas when I was a freshman. But from the moment I got there, nothing went right. Financially, personally, and education, i could never get what I needed. My mom finally let me change my major but I feel like it's too late. My brain is shooting blanks and it's not functioning well like it could. I felt that maybe I was better suited to working with my hands, but my mom would have none of that and wanted me to finish my bachelors. My brain has completley given up on me and I just feel like **** right now. Idk what to do. But I am not feeling this place at all.
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