You had every justification to say that I might not be able to carry on with course as my nerves were so apparent. My writing was good thanks. I had spent years in back room at work with just one person to speak to really. I also did not come clean at start like everyone else did. My voice was flat and trembled I could never help others plus I was so fidgety had this nervous outer energy. And my steadfast beliefs. It was a difficult course and too close to the bone for me. I would never be away from supervisor. I could never have handled other people's problems if they brought up reminders of my past. You knew this was not field for me and your job is to challenge people.

[Talthybius]

No one can understand your recent posts.

[FallDuskTrain]

I would love to help you but I don’t know how...
Are these some sort of writing exercises? I would like to pay attention to your suffering but if these in fact are writing exercises or random journal entries then may be we should ignore and leave you alone with your creativity?