[In_The_Darkness]

Today was a nightmare. I'll start from the beginning.

I was sitting in Chemisty...just like flicking through my old book, and I saw a load of old drawings. They were done by two of my ex-freinds (would you believe it or not - a couple of the ones that abandoned me after I decided to tell them what was going on in my life as I felt I could trust them with it but they turned on me because im depressing, an emo and an attention seeker), and showed me cutting and killing myself. I cant believe it took me a YEAR to notice them but it still upset me (they expect me to not give a **** about it cus it's old but still...).

Well anyway it made me feel like **** so I didnt wanna go to next lesson. I went student support instead and I showed it nthem to let them know why I felt so **** and want to stay in the student support bit for the rest of the day. They decided I shouldd go and see a 'mentor' about it and to check if I could see a mentor...the woman that runs student support took the drawings down to her.

Without my consent, this stupid ****ing mentor woman decides to go and see the guy that did it. Later on, just after school, I was standing with my group of 'Freinds' (which includeds that guy by the way) and then NEARLY ALL of them had a go at ME because I ratted on him. >.<. All because I drew a picture of the guy just STANDING on another page, with a shirt saying 'I Suck' - and he was calling me an emo at the time. Still, even if I did just do it to be a prick (which i didnt), that's no excuse for him to draw me CUTTING and being all emo.
Apparently, when this woman (the mentor) went to have a word with the guy...she said that I'm 'probably jsut jealous because I dont have any freinds' - surely that's a good enough reason for me to complain ????