[heyhey.im.j]

Here's my issue, I've semi recently moved from my home town to another about an hour away with my bf. I found a job after 6 months or so of looking, the down side is this job creates so much anxiety for me, it's a small vet clinic that hired me on as a kennel assistant, unfortunately there's added tasks I'm supposed to assist with that I'm not comfortable with and is an anxiety trigger. Now I'm always having anxiety there from not knowing what to expect from one day to the next. I need a job first off, but I can't keep feeling this way at work and it's hard to find a job too. I'm at my moms now in home town and supposed to go to work tomorrow but I don't want too. I have many things I need to take care of here at home too like getting some tickets paid so i can re instate my lisence and drive again, that will help me find another job as well since ill have my own schedule. Also my mentah health services is here in home town and I feel like it's time for me to get seen so I can get better. If I do that I'll be jobless but I do have the money to take care of my tickets etc. I can go back today, spend a week at work and explain to them that I need to move back home for a little while so I can get everything sorted. But if I go back to work I risk having extreme anxiety and that's not healthy at all. I don't know what to do really. I'm leaning more toward going back to town and explain to them I need to move home for a bit instead of just stay here, from a professional point of view. I can always come back here next weekend after I speak with my job and get things sorted but I want to just stay here since I'm already here. I did know I was going to end up taking a day or 2 off to take care of my tickets but didn't anticipate needing to see a dr. for anxiety issues I didn't really have till I started working there. Help?

[likewater]

Hello. I have a lot of anxiety too. Just take it slow, one day at a time. You are doing great. It does sound like yo need a t and a pdoc or
at least family doc to rx something for anxiety. Going back to work can be stressful, but a really positive thing and can reduce money
stress. Hugs.