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Aug 30, 2017, 08:22 PM
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Hey everyone
 I'd put a goal about three years ago, to finish my Master's in about a year or so, before I become 30 yo, & I DID IT!  Now, I'm 32, & I'm putting a harder more complex goal for myself... that is to have found a PhD scholarship abroad by next year (one year from now - September 2018). I didn't register for PhD here in Egypt, nor take the common path that everyone's pushing me to take. NO! I wanna go out, change, try new things, explore, discover, & take the path that fewer people are taking... I have many psychological problems, just like I always have been facing (including while finishing my Master's); OCD, MDD, GAD, Perfectionism, Pure Obsessions, etc., that will make it ever so more difficult to achieve & finish things. I realize that probably this time it's gonna be harder than during my Master's, 'cause my psychological problems are worsening with time (as I'm still not being treated with psychotherapy), & 'cause finding a PhD scholarship abroad is a very confusing, chaotic, mumble-jumble task, rather than a concrete clear thing to do, which would trigger my perfectionism & the start/end obsession horribly! But I'm gonna do it  I will reach it, & cross through my psychological shackles free to it, as I always astound myself with my perseverance. And I'll keep trying to find stable psychotherapy, to treat myself as well. I have to get going with reaching my cosmic purpose (finding a PhD scholarship abroad is one step), while searching for healing & treatment, so as not to fall into deeper depression & deeper into the endless pit of hell of the obsessions' darkness in my mind  Like my love, papa had told me... I'm a child from the outside, & strong as iron & resilient from the inside... I'll find a PhD scholarship abroad within a year... I'll do it...  for aahh 
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Aug 30, 2017, 08:25 PM
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Best of luck to you!
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Aug 30, 2017, 08:40 PM
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Thank you pegasus
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Aug 31, 2017, 05:30 AM
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Ooops... I'm 31 yo, not 32
 weird that I'm rushing the end of my life on planet Earth 
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Aug 31, 2017, 06:05 AM
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Good luck finding a scholarship
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Aug 31, 2017, 07:17 AM
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Good luck finding a scholarship. Hope it works out for you.
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Sep 02, 2017, 11:23 AM
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Thank you dears teddy_bear & split_image
I this forum & the people here I'm currently studying GRE to take the test & increase my chances at getting accepted for a scholarship!
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