I am so sorry but I am in over my head... I can't even remember what to do to get a job or even deserve it...I am just crying and then really cold and calm... I feel like I have no future and nothing will ever change. It's really making me feel sick. I am just a good candidate for a shirt labeled, "I can't adult today". I can't make artwork or concentrate. Everything is about money and if you don't have any then why bother... If you drop out of life for 8 years how do you start over? I can't believe my health is good again. I thought it was over. Things have changed so much even technology is outdated almost every month. I am just a blank slate.
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