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Jun 10, 2009, 01:47 AM
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3 weeks no SI - yeah!!!!!! I havnt broken my promise to T - yeah!!!!
today I had to have a CT and xrays - all ok - but i had to wear a sleevelss gown for the xray so you could see the cuts on my arm and wrist where my watch usually is - they looked gross - ugly - (like I feel on the inside) and the guy treated me like a freak - like I was going to attack him or somthing -   ok that was bad....... and I wanted to SI really really really badly - BUTI didnt!!!! YEAH !!!!!!!! so its still THREE WHOLE WEEKS with NO SI......(physical harm) I still overspend and overeat - they are the next things i will deal with  that and the self loathing that brought me to SI in the first place - tiny steps  But hey 3 weeks no cutting!!!!!! yeah!!!!!  If I can do it so can you guys  
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Jun 10, 2009, 02:07 AM
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Jun 10, 2009, 05:34 AM
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Well done hun!
Doctors, health care assistants, whatever, can be real pricks about self harm. It's good you just ignore that. You ****ing RULE! I am sooo happy that you are getting out of the self harm pattern. Go you x 
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Jun 10, 2009, 09:14 AM
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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Jun 11, 2009, 10:19 PM
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YAY Phoenix!!
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Jun 13, 2009, 11:20 AM
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.gif "Girl Angel") CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!!!!!!I'm so happy for you! Great job. I knew that you could do itKeep striving for your best goals that are coming closer to your reach of  powerTake things one step at a time, Rome was not built in a day 
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"When the world says 'Give up,' Hope whispers 'Try it one more time'" ~ Unknown "To dwell in the here and the now does not mean you never think about the past or responsibility, plan for the future. The idea is simply not to allow yourself to get lost in regrets about past or worries about the past or worries about the future. If you are firmly in the present moment, the past can be an object of inquiry, the object of your mindfulness by looking into the past, but you are still grounded in the present moment" Thich Nhat Hanh |
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Jun 13, 2009, 02:21 PM
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Congratulations!!!! That is so awesome, phoenix!
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