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Jul 09, 2009, 09:33 PM
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Earlier, my self esteem was really low again. Instead of doing something helpful, such as working on my latch hooking project or reading, I took the object I use to c** myself & did it again; it wasn't a big one & really didn't bleed, which bothered me a little. I thought at the time, "(Certain names here), this is why I'm hurting myself." I really want to do this again & don't see what's wrong with it. I think, "I just c** myself & put a band-aid on it. There's nothing wrong with it."
I don't do this for attention. I do this to let go of the emotional pain I'm feeling. I know self harm isn't good, but it's almost like I enjoy treating my body like junk. I don't want to tell my psychologist again, but if she asks next week, I can't, & don't want to lie to her. I also want to go back to my old eating disorder ways. |
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Jul 09, 2009, 09:56 PM
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I can relate to what you are saying so you slipped so try not to do it again everyone makes mistakes i want to cut to i do not do it often but i think i may hurt myself really bad this time and i really do not care i have been fighting the urge since monday if i really hurt myself this time
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#3
Jul 09, 2009, 10:03 PM
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Please don't hurt yourself! What can you do to help yourself? Please take care, & thanks for responding.
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Jul 10, 2009, 06:17 AM
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SWA LUV - it does matter even if its a small cut - please try not to hurt yourself - try to do somthing else instead - its not letting the pain out even though it seems like it - its avoiding dealing with the emotions that are causing the pain..... I hope your T asks and you tell - thats the only way they can help us if they know whats happening please take care P7
 Loser37 - it sounds like you are in a bad place too - please dont hurt yourself ok - the same thing applies to you as I have said to SWA LUV ((((both of you )))) please be kind to yourselves and stay safe 
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts  its how many times you get back up!   (Thanks to fenrir for my Picture )When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown, Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly. by Patrick Overton, author and poet |
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Jul 10, 2009, 06:32 PM
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 I regret it now, but at the same time, I want to keep doing it. I really will be glad when next Tuesday is here, which is when I see my psychologist again!
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#6
Jul 11, 2009, 07:54 AM
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can you ring your T (psychologist) in the meantime ? they may be able to help you through this.... if not keep posting.
Remember you only have to survive one second without hurting yourself - then the next second then the next one.... please take care of you
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts its how many times you get back up! (Thanks to fenrir for my Picture )When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown, Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly. by Patrick Overton, author and poet |
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#7
Jul 11, 2009, 10:29 AM
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Thanks, phoenix7. I can call my psychologist Monday & I see her Tuesday. Hopefully, I can make it through today without even any thoughts of hurting myself.
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