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Does anyone else feel like they want to slice all private parts off of them when you talk about CSA with T, anyone else talks about sex, SA, anything relating to sexuality?
I'm finding this seems to be the case with me. Maybe I am just to messed up and that's why I do it. Who know, and then again, who really cares. |
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There was no SA in my history, so idk if this is relevant, but i sometimes get the urge to just cut when T starts asking too many questions or too hard questions. Feel like I would like to leave the room immediatelly and slice up my arms or legs or both. This is why i never ever take my si tool with me when i go to therapy.
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I hear you. Every word.....you are right totally....I agree and wish the same a lot of times.
Colleen
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yes..... but its our body - not the abusers - ours! and I try to take care of it now - try being the operative word there........ many many issues...... our body didnt betray us they did - we shouldnot be harmed .... we already were.....
please stay safe - hugs if ok
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I've always wanted to remove my sex. I don't want to be a boy, I just don't want to have gender. That way, no-one can abuse my body because there's nothing there to abuse. I also feel the need to cut when people ask too many questions. Then it's especially hard to ignore.
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I completly agree with you. Thank you!
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