[Behindblueyes]

I'm so happy. I finally threw away all of my blades. I had five. I quit cutting. I never thought I could do it. I have hundreds if not a thousand scars to show my for my struggles. But today while cleaning stalls at the horse barn I go to I decided to be happy and that I wouldn't care what everyone else thought or said. I'm finally happy. I don't remember the last time I felt this good. We can get through this. I promise. Happiness is a state of the mind, and sometimes you can choose to be happy. I love all of you. You are all beautiful and deserve to be happy. If you ever need help I'm here for all of you, my darlings. Stay beautiful but most importantly stay you because if you change for someone then eventually you'll want the old you back. There is only one you, not a single copy in the universe and what a tragedy it would be if the original was lost.

Well done for taking the first step to your recovery

[Penny T. StDuhnam]

Makes hope tingle in my bones.