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Old Sep 10, 2009, 04:01 AM
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i don't know what set me off but i'm cutting my arm and thighs to shreads. i know i need stitches on one of them and i'm about to get my lighter. i felt it coming on i ****ing felt it i knew i was gonna break down and ****ing do it. i almost oded again today and i have enough drugs to kill me right now even. why the **** do i get into these moods. i ****ing hate my self so ****ing much.
idon't know what to do/ i dont know what to feel. i'm ****ing flipping out

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Old Sep 10, 2009, 05:09 AM
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(((((((volatile))))))))

First, if a cut needs stitches, it would be a good idea to get that taken care of.

I totally understand where you're coming from. Sometimes we can feel it coming, even if we can't necessarily see where it's coming from, or why. It can be extremely frustrating at times, to say the very least.

Please stay safe. We're always here for you!
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Old Sep 10, 2009, 06:56 AM
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hi. Sorry that you feel so crap that you had to sh. If you done it bad it should be seen to by the dr or hospital. They could probably support you with sui thoughts too. I know this step sounds scary but its usually helped of when i was like that.
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Old Sep 10, 2009, 08:52 AM
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Can you go to get help?
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Old Sep 10, 2009, 04:52 PM
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volatile- Its good you posted here and please get someone in RL to help you. Do you have a therapist? Is there anyone who can help you with getting stitches? Please take care of youself. Maybe with some care from someone you will feel less sui.
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Old Sep 10, 2009, 06:23 PM
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I think it would be worth it to you to see a professional if at all possible, even if it's just your general doctor who can send you to the right person to talk to. Please take care of yourself
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