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Apr 21, 2005, 07:19 PM
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So I've been fighting the urge to SI for awhile now... Last time I cut, I cut deep and several times and now have nasty scars on my arm and ankle. Anyway, nothing inparticular triggered me this morning... I just woke up wanting to SI and couldn't find any scissors or razor blades so I took the top off of a can drink and started scraping until I bled pretty bad. Now a part of me feels relieved while another part of me feels shame and guilt.
 Blah! I hate getting like this.
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Apr 21, 2005, 07:36 PM
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((((((((((((bama))))))))))))))
it's not as bad as it could have been though. you could be pleased with yourself for that,maybe.
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Apr 21, 2005, 08:39 PM
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(((((((((((((((((((((((((Bama)))))))))))))))))))))))
Our Silver here has a point. And remember that it's ok. We're all here for you. Please don't beat yourself up too bad. Ry |
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Apr 21, 2005, 08:42 PM
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(((((((((((((silver and Ryan))))))))))))))))))
Thank you. I just hate it because it leaves me emotionally drained because one part of me feels better while the other part feels shame. The process of urges automatically start over at that point and it's only a matter of time before I break again. God, no wonder kids called me Edward Scissorhands when I was in school... I'm out of control.
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Apr 21, 2005, 08:43 PM
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(((((((((((((((((((BAMA))))))))))))))))))
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Apr 21, 2005, 08:46 PM
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Bama, are you in therapy? Therapy has helped me to control the urges.
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Apr 21, 2005, 09:15 PM
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bama, i hope you are doing better now....do you see a therapist> we're here for you....pat
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Apr 21, 2005, 09:57 PM
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(((jmo))) thanks.
 I'm feeling a little better now... And yes, I've been seeing different therapists since I was 12. My therapist stays booked a lot now, so I only get to see her once every month or two.
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