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Old May 09, 2005, 05:55 PM
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Many times I try to resovle the problem but now I...
find it most of all depression carryng a weapon with me. Though I only use it on myself and it makes me feel safe. The thing is I keep putting it on and off with self harming. People just don't realise how much they keep hurting me. So now I take it one step further by looking for something that I can't find. It's become my new best friend with all so much to take on board. This might not make any sense to you, if you haven't hurt yourself before. Just I'm want to be happy so how I need ANTI-DEPRESSANTS to achieve my goal to happiness!

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Old May 09, 2005, 06:15 PM
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I'm not sure just what you mean by 'carrying a weapon' - but I think you said you're from the UK, and if you mean you carry a knife or something like that, you can be arrested for it... under the Offensive Weapons Act or something.

Also, I'm not sure if you're seeing a counsellor or something like that, but anti-depressants aren't the magic cure, and they seem to work best combined with some kind of therapy/ counselling. I'm not sure if that is what you're doing. Anti-depressants aren't any kind of 'happy pill' - you don't start taking them and are then instantly happy. It takes a while. But then, haha, I can't talk since I am so reluctant to start them. But happiness is more than just swallowing a pill every day.
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Old May 09, 2005, 06:30 PM
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oh no i didn't mean carring a weapon like that something smaller and less harmful. But I wish that it's a cure because I can't hold an smile up any more...
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Old May 09, 2005, 06:36 PM
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Well - maybe try leaving whatever it is that hurts you, at home when you go out. Then, if you feel the need, it will be so much harder to hurt yourself...
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Old May 09, 2005, 06:44 PM
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But thats the thing is at school theres worser things to hurt yourself with, but I will try to over come scars soon.
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Old May 09, 2005, 06:51 PM
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hmm, ok. do you have any friends at school? maybe you could always stick with them so that you won't get a chance to hurt yourself...
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Old May 09, 2005, 07:17 PM
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I do stay with them but I hurt myself in between then realising it!
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Old May 09, 2005, 07:25 PM
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Does that mean that you hurt yourself then realize later, or that you hurt yourself without your friends realizing? And do they know that you injure yourself?
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Old May 10, 2005, 02:29 AM
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Some of my friends know and they sometimes just let me do it. But it is really a cry for help!
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Old May 10, 2005, 02:38 AM
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Well - I wouldn't say they are much good as friends if they just let you injure yourself in their presence
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Old May 10, 2005, 11:40 AM
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They are good friend, don't me wrong just they don't see it.
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