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Mar 04, 2010, 02:06 PM
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I’m so stupid
Strange I feel bad so I hurt myself, then I feel bad about hurting myself and it makes me what to hurt myself even more. Such a stupid cycle, I know this but I jumped right in the middle of it again. stupid, Stupid, STUPID Now I have gone and done something else that is unbelievably stupid. Sent someone an email I regretted sending it the second after I clicked send, but you can’t un-ring a bell, it is out there and there isn’t a dam thing I can do about it. I said some things that I shouldn’t have (not bad just dumb). She is a good person and will probably understand but still I feel like such an idiot. On the plus side while the urge for me to continue the cycle of SI has grown, I can’t do it, I’m even too stupid for that. If I hurt myself again she might feel a bit guilty even though she shouldn’t, but that is often the problem with nice people they care. So it seems that my stupidity has bought me at least a few days where I won’t SI, guess sometimes stupid is a good thing. |
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Mar 04, 2010, 02:46 PM
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 You're not stupid, you're human.
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Mar 04, 2010, 07:42 PM
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What does your therapist say?
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Mar 04, 2010, 07:46 PM
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True it is a good thing, but it still could have gone differentaly. I like the fact that it leads to a few days without. hopefully things will get better.
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Mar 04, 2010, 08:41 PM
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Mar 05, 2010, 01:19 PM
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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Mar 05, 2010, 01:53 PM
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i am sure she will understand like you stated earlier that she was understanding. stay strong
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------------------------------------------------ Watch All, Love Few, Fear None On the dark side.... Jealous and resentful Compulsive and obsessive Secretive and obstinate Formally known as enditnow92 |
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