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Old Mar 11, 2010, 06:57 PM
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(Like I always seem to say, I hop from one idea to another a lot.)

I need to learn to control myself before I possibly kill myself. I recently got a razor (from a pencil sharpener) and began to cut my thighs. Now they are all cut up. I know about the whole infections and gangrene, but now I have no idea where to cut. I can't just cut my wrists where it will be noticeable.. So I just resort to my legs, but even if I did cut anywhere else where I am not covered up, I still am at risk for getting an infection.. But the SI actually helps me. I feel better afterwards and stay that way until I want to cut again and I start all over. One more thing, I am sorry for most-likely disappointing many people on PC and people that I personally know. I am sorry for saying that I could do it, but I know I can't. Someday I'll get this right..
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More ranting.. Sorry.

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Old Mar 11, 2010, 08:16 PM
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I do the same thing hun. I hope things get better. I know that doesn't help. But I'm here for you if you ever wanna talk or need anything. I'm sorry I wish I knew what else to say on here. Pm me if you want. Hugs!! (If that's ok)
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Old Mar 11, 2010, 10:14 PM
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((((((((((((((((((((((((why))))))))))))))))))))))))
please take care, we are all here for you and will miss you dearly if anything happens to you. please pm if you want to talk. im here for ya.
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I wanna heal, I wanna feel
Like Im close to something real
I wanna find something ive wanted all along
Somewhere I belong?

he who does not feel me is not real to me
Therefore he doesn't exist
So poof...vamoose you sob

What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate,

can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? i can really use a wish right now.

i'm not afraid to take a stand
Everybody come take my hand
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just let you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road

I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly
And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony
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Old Mar 12, 2010, 07:44 AM
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Why, this is why therapy is so important. Therapy can help you to learn many things which will improve your life and make SI unneeded.
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........

I'm an ISFJ
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