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Apr 25, 2010, 09:02 PM
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  combine both of these, and that's how i feel. I just needt to vent. So please excuse this, but ...... How much longer can I hide everything from my roommates????? I've been quite dillusional today and last night, but this is going to far. Hill wants to SI really bad, and it would be the type that would put me in the hospital very easily. I'm just scared tha she will do it, and that I wont be able to stop it. I'm working overtime right now trying to stop her. being around people doesn't stop her anymore. and it's becoming to much. I can't take it anymroe!!!!!!!!!! I'm having a hard time staying calm, and it's becoming tooooooooo much for me. I don't know how long it will be before she really does take over. I'm scared, I don't want SI to happen, I've been clean for 3 weeks now. I dont' want to start that over again, especialy with college. I just can't take this anymore, and she wants something more than that.
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Apr 26, 2010, 07:58 AM
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Puzzclar, how are you doing today? When is your next therapy appt.? All the change that you are experiencing is probably getting to you?
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Apr 26, 2010, 04:52 PM
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Therapy, I'm inbetween and just haven't found one yet.
I got through classes but that's about it. I just......... get through things. With my head just killing me. So to answer your question, terrible. I just can't take this anymore, it just keeps getting worse. |
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Apr 27, 2010, 08:24 AM
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So is finding a therapist at the top of your list now?
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Apr 27, 2010, 08:57 PM
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no, getting through class is at the top of my list. And getting through the day. Other than that, that's all I have time for. Sad really.
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Apr 28, 2010, 07:08 AM
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But a therapist will help you get through class and your day...........
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Apr 28, 2010, 05:46 PM
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But a Doc that has better hours would be nice too. But I can't have both of them. I just don't know who to go see, and that's the challenge. Oh and having enought time to do both. And right now, seeing the doc is more important, and I have to wait 24 days to see the darn doc with limited hours, and the only one that works for me. GRRRRRRR. And it snowed here today. Oh and I did cut today (only with paper so it wasn't bad, but it felt toooo good) And I don't even feel like my signature applies to me anymore, because of all of this.
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Apr 28, 2010, 08:58 PM
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Moving and starting a new school is stressful. I don't think anyone who is struggling with mental health issues could have all this change without some backsliding. Moving and a new school is stressful for someone without any other issues going on. You must live far up north to have snow. I hope you can soon find time to find a therapist.
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