[puzzclar]

I'm soo tempted, I don't know what will happen. I'm scared that somethign will happen. I need sleep. Only a few hours, I need to figure out how to stop the triggers, before they overtake me. i'm more than tempted, I just have to stop myself. help

(((((((puzzclar)))))))

[puzzclar]

thanks, I did need a hug. I think what all caused that was telling two people who wanted to get to know me. I don't think I will tell so much to new people. I think that was the main trigger. I'm slowly starting to see that crying is somethign that helps, and I have to find a way to tell my good friend to get me to cry when things are like that, if it happens again. I just hope things start to get better then last night. But I do have homework to get done I should be able to focus for awile. but atleast i feel safe once again.

[Sannah]

Puzzclar, you recovered and figured this out very quickly!!! Good Work!!!

[puzzclar]

I think it is because I'm starting to notice a few more patterens. And I had to leave my appartment today because of a roommate being all upset about the kitchen not being clean. Need less to say, I won't be going home for a little while so that I can not be around people who have an additude problem, and take it out on me. SOOOO not cool. (Had to vent, and now it's off to class)