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Jul 19, 2010, 02:48 AM
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i need to get this off my chest and i can't bring myself to tell the people around me. i feel ashamed for having these thoughts after trying to help them stop hurting themselves. and to top it off to try and stop these thoughts i drank twice this weekend. i have never felt worse, i went back to my room and just cried because i couldn't even tell my best friend the second time. all i could think about is how im disappointing her by relapsing. i just feel like crap cause of it and i want to cut so badly.
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I wanna heal, I wanna feel Like Im close to something real I wanna find something ive wanted all along Somewhere I belong? he who does not feel me is not real to me Therefore he doesn't exist So poof...vamoose you sob What's wrong with the world, mama People livin' like they ain't got no mamas I think the whole world addicted to the drama Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma And to discriminate only generates hate And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? i can really use a wish right now. i'm not afraid to take a stand Everybody come take my hand We'll walk this road together, through the storm Whatever weather, cold or warm Just let you know that, you're not alone Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony |
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Jul 19, 2010, 05:10 AM
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D & D, as long as you have issues you will be drawn to addictions to cope. Issues get resolved in therapy.
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Jul 20, 2010, 03:03 AM
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i drank again. i feel so bad. i mean im just scared as hell. when she finds out she's gonna be so upset. she's my best friend and i really love her. i wish i didn't put her through this..
 im afraid to tell her. but i had to. i was so upset tongiht. it was the only thing i could turn to. i didn't want to but i needed it and its all i can do to not cut. i feel like an awful friend right now. im so scared to tell her. i love her so much. she's the best friend ever and she thinks i finally beat the addiction and i don't want to tell her its not over. i want it to be over so much but i need it. I HATE THIS
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I wanna heal, I wanna feel Like Im close to something real I wanna find something ive wanted all along Somewhere I belong? he who does not feel me is not real to me Therefore he doesn't exist So poof...vamoose you sob What's wrong with the world, mama People livin' like they ain't got no mamas I think the whole world addicted to the drama Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma And to discriminate only generates hate And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? i can really use a wish right now. i'm not afraid to take a stand Everybody come take my hand We'll walk this road together, through the storm Whatever weather, cold or warm Just let you know that, you're not alone Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road I'mma be what I set out to be, without a doubt undoubtedly And all those who look down on me I'm tearing down your balcony |
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Jul 20, 2010, 10:54 AM
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It'll be okay, I promise D&D. I want to cut so incredibly BADLY right now...but I'm going for ice-cubes for my hands instead.
It is important to tell your friend, because, and I HATE this too, but it'll get worse before it gets better. She may be upset, but you can get through this together. You have this site too, don't be scared. Always know that we're here. |
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