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Old Dec 29, 2010, 11:22 AM
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it's all too much right now. i just wnat to cut and let it all out. release the stress. calm down. feel better. i don't feel i can fight it anymore. it's too much. not sure i want to either. just wnat to see the blood.

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Old Dec 29, 2010, 01:48 PM
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Do you want to talk about what triggered you?
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Old Dec 29, 2010, 11:53 PM
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it's just all the crap that's been going on. and this morning i was going to go get groceries, but couldn't get any money at the atm. that was the last straw. i'm trying to suck up all the stress, don't want the kids to see how stressed i am. but it's not going to end pretty if i keep doing that. i know that.
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Old Dec 30, 2010, 09:15 PM
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I'm so sorry that things are so stressful now. Is your therapist helping you to get things settled in your everyday life?
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Old Dec 31, 2010, 04:13 PM
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thank you. yes, my t is very helpful. but for some reason i can't bring myself to call her when the urge to si hits, although she always encourages it. i just don't want to bother her.
having a really rough day today.
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Old Dec 31, 2010, 08:26 PM
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Can you just try calling her once? She said it is okay.
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Old Dec 31, 2010, 09:57 PM
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i know i should. and she wants me to. but i always feel lik ei'm a burden, like i'm bothering people. i don't want to bother people. i really just want to disappear. so people don't have to deal with me anymore.
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Old Jan 01, 2011, 11:13 AM
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I hope you reach out to your T. You won't be bothering her. If it helps keep posting here too. I hope you were able to not SI.

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Old Jan 01, 2011, 12:28 PM
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So are you going to call her?
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Old Jan 01, 2011, 11:26 PM
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I can't. I just cna't bring myself to pick up the phone. I have my next appt in four days, I'll just have to tough it out until then. So far I haven't done anything. I kept really busy today, got a lot done, and now I'm too tired and worn out to si. Going to go to bed soon.
Thanks for this!
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