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I fought anxiety all day long and tonight I gave into my SI .....HATE myself so much...why cant I fight it....I am anxious about seeing my T tomorrow .... I have failed myself and him too....UGH....my arm is hurting and I had trouble getting it to stop but it has stopped now...UGH hate seeing it after I am done....but felt good while doing it....why is this so D*M crazy in my head....
dont mind me I am screwed up right now....
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((((((((((((((Hope)))))))))))))))))))) You are not a loser. It takes learning and using new skills and sometimes we give in to the familiar and long used coping mechanisms. You are not bad or stupid. Just human. Be patient with yourself. People don't change overnight and sometimes we revert to old behaviors. Please take care of yourself.
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dont be too hard on yourself. we all slip up sometimes. If you need to talk or feel like cutting again Email me and let everything out. I will listen.. I am here for ya.
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There is a delicate balance of putting yourself last and not being a doormat and thinking of yourself first and not coming off as selfish, arrogant or bossy. We spend the majority of our lives attempting to perfect this balance. |
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