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Old Oct 24, 2010, 11:31 PM
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I want to cut. I want to od. I want to do worse than that.
I have my reasons...many of them, but most here wouldn't understand. I'm not even sure why I'm saying this if I'm so certain no one will reaspond or undersatand. So...that's that....
None of this is a threat. It's a nasty fact of life. I'm not afraid, I am just "not" anything.

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Old Oct 24, 2010, 11:39 PM
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I can relate! Am in a very similar situation. I hope we can both get through it!!
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Old Oct 25, 2010, 02:04 PM
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Calista, who can you call IRL? Can you call your therapist? Go to the emergency room if you need to. Please continue to be safe and please keep us posted on how you are doing.
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Old Oct 25, 2010, 08:37 PM
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I have no one to call. My T has had surgery aND did not put any back up in place. My med nurse is away. I just found out how bad the unemployment issue is for us...we have approx. $500 to our name and will not qualify for assistance because as a couple we make more than $400 a month. We own the house outright but if we aren't able to pay taxes and bills...well you know. I have been overmedicating all weekend. I don't remember the weekend. I can't talk to anyone irl. NO ER! thats never going to happen.
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Old Oct 26, 2010, 01:00 AM
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You sound like you stayed safe yesterday, though. Good work! How did you do it? Sorry about the job situation. That sounds really tough. So glad that you own your home. Can you go talk to the tax people? Can you go to food banks? Are there any help centers that you can go to for assistance?
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........

I'm an ISFJ
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Old Oct 26, 2010, 11:23 PM
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Thank you Sannah
We don't qualify for any assistance here. More than $400 a month income is too much for a couple to make.
I stayed safe by sleeping (which isn't all good because I overmedicated)
My T is finally back and recognising that I've been on a rollercoaster since my thyroid surgery. DUH!! But since they now notice, maybe I can get some help with it.
larakeziah, I hope you feel better soon. Thank you for the support.
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Old Oct 27, 2010, 02:51 AM
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Calista I'm so glad that your T is back. Please continue to keep us posted on how you are doing.
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