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Old Nov 24, 2010, 02:43 AM
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Triggering:

I made it two years without s.i and then a few weeks ago I just lost it just completely. I feel like such a failure, I'm upset that I let myself slip and perhaps it was due to me pushing my feelings away. Letting things slide or brushing them off and just life and it's obstacles anyways. Now that I relapsed I can't seem to get back on track, I think that's what scares me the most. And as much as I want to get back on track for that moment I felt how I use to feel and I actually enjoyed it. I felt free I felt better I know I'm not okay and I already know that this is not a solution to my problems, but I can't seem to make sense of all of this. I just don't know where to go from hereFeeling completely lost
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Old Nov 24, 2010, 03:11 AM
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perhaps it was due to me pushing my feelings away. Letting things slide or brushing them off and just life and it's obstacles anyways.
Yes, this ^ can certainly trigger SI.

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as much as I want to get back on track for that moment I felt how I use to feel and I actually enjoyed it. I felt free I felt better
And this ^ can make you feel like not stopping.

Can you work on the triggers so that your urges can decrease?

Are you in therapy?
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Old Nov 25, 2010, 01:56 AM
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Yes just started but we havent touched on any real issues im having sighs will see
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Old Nov 25, 2010, 06:05 AM
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I'm glad that you are in therapy and will eventually work on these things. Please continue to keep us posted?
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Old Nov 26, 2010, 02:25 AM
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I will thx you
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