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Old Dec 27, 2010, 03:49 PM
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If you know the story, and how awful it is you'll know why this is such a big deal.

(if not, www.ryanstory.org if that site isn't right sew me)
We saw this presentation last year, and were heartbroken. This time however our hearts were crushed as the boy's father spoke at our school.
It was a huge trigger for me, as well as one of my friends, and I am actually kind of surprised that I have no new scars. I talked to someone about how I felt. Someone I usually don't talk to, and all of a sudden I got this comfort from talking to him. Telling me he cared about my well being, and such things.

But I am very nervous/confused about this. I want to SI very badly but at the same time I do not. I love this person, but I don't want to. I'm too scared of what's going to happen if I do...

Very muddled,
Ebpm

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Old Dec 27, 2010, 07:09 PM
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Ebpm,

Don't cut. Don't self injure. You deserve better than that. I'm sorry you got so triggered.
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Old Dec 27, 2010, 08:09 PM
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Do you still need to talk to someone about this?
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Old Dec 27, 2010, 09:24 PM
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SI isn't the answer, it only seems like one. I have been down that road so many times, fell for the lies my mind told me. If your not getting help please do so, talk to your school guiadance counsler if no one eles, or your family doctor. You are lucky that you have recenlty connected with someone who seems to genuinly care about your well being, you deserve to be happy and to have people around you who care.
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