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#1
Feb 26, 2011, 08:51 AM
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After being SI free for almost a year, last night I carved triangles (trianges because it means the wax can get out of my blood) into my skin with an exacto knife.
 Sigh. Everyone is going to be furious with me, but I can't stop...
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Age: 19, female DXs: Bipolar I, Borderline Personality Disorder, and GAD. |
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Feb 26, 2011, 08:57 AM
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I don't know anything about cutting but what I do know is that you can start over again always....."Today is the first day of the rest of your life."
Thinking of you fondly!!
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Selfishness is not living as one wishes to live, it is asking others to live as one wishes to live. Oscar Wilde Well Behaved Women Seldom Make History - Laurel Thatcher Ulrich The road to hell is paved with good intentions. "And psychology has once again proved itself the doofus of the sciences" Sheldon Cooper 
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Feb 27, 2011, 09:12 AM
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Hey! That year did not go down the toilet! No way. You were strong for an entire freaking year and nothing can take that from you. You went that long with out it once- you can do it again.
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She wishes things were different, but the wishes don't mean anything. I am trying to hear myself think here But all I can feel is the pain. I just want to curl up and stop my aching heart . |
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#4
Feb 27, 2011, 09:20 AM
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Quote:
 Pennywhistle, I'm so sorry this happened to you. Slips happen we are human. congratz on being free of it for a year, that's wonderful!
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 Yesterday I was so clever, so I want to change the world. Today I am wise, so I am changing myself. |
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#5
Feb 27, 2011, 09:22 AM
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Hi Pennywhistle. I've been reading your other thread. If you could talk with your T about what the wax means, perhaps you can think of other ways to feel like it's coming out of your blood? Has anyone seen the injuries yet? Are you staying somewhere safe?
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Feb 27, 2011, 09:31 PM
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(((hugs to all)))
Thank you for everything. I don't currently see a T , but my pdoc appointment is on Tuesday. Hopefully up meds that I'm taking. I messed up again today, but you're right! Every day is a new day.
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Age: 19, female DXs: Bipolar I, Borderline Personality Disorder, and GAD. |
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