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Old Oct 23, 2005, 01:57 AM
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I can't stop this...I have nowhere else to turn. I can't seem to control myself anymore. Me and my bf are fighting and I can't bear to not to be talked to or acknowledged anymore. He hasn't talked to me all night and I know he's hurting too, but I really need to talk with him about what's going on between us.

I'm sleeping alone again...this is a warning signal. Well he's sleeping on the couch because he's sick and it hurts for him to move, but on the other hand I think it has more to do with me...

I already took 4 trazodone...I want to take the whole bottle! No, I can't because that will really kill him to find me dead. His not talking to me is killing me, though. It's the one way to really make me think it's over and that I'm a piece of crap.

I don't know what to do anymore...or where to go for help right now...it is 1:57 AM here. I know I need someone to talk to right now, but there's no one I feel comfortable with awake right now.
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Old Oct 23, 2005, 03:48 AM
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ya it is kak 1 to not be talked to by the people we love it does hurt but all you need to do is sit down with him and talk to him you talk to him if you must all he has to do is just listen.
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Old Oct 23, 2005, 03:32 PM
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It is so hard to address the important things in life. I hope you find the courage to talk to him about your relationship. I know it seems like cutting is your only outlet right now and I hope you find other ways to cope. Good luck and I hope that soon you two are back together. Take care and try and be kind to yourself.
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Old Oct 23, 2005, 03:50 PM
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We're back together and we talked a little bit about everything...much more talking is due but it's a start! He still wants to be with me and wants to work it out. So do I for that matter!

Lexi
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Old Oct 23, 2005, 08:13 PM
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I'm glad, Lex. Cut Again
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Old Oct 24, 2005, 01:24 PM
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Old Oct 24, 2005, 02:49 PM
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I'm glad you managed to work it out. Cut Again It hurts like hell to have someone you love angry at you.
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