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Old May 23, 2011, 11:51 PM
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I'm not sure where these feelings are coming from. I haven't really felt like this since high school. The need to SI and not knowing really why.... I find excuses as to "maybe why" but none of them really explain the sudden darkness surounding me. The constant arguing with myself is becoming far to much. Part of me is strong, but I'm not sure it's strong enough. I want to know why I feel like this... Feels like nobody really cares though I am good at hiding my feelings... or really blocking my feelings I guess because I don't really feel anything. Things were going good the past few years... then all of a sudden I hit this dark place in my mind again. I'm clawing at the walls trying to climb out but I can't find the way....
I guess this is more of a vent than anything. I don't know what I'm trying to gain by posting this even. I just dont know....

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Old May 24, 2011, 06:41 AM
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Thanks for sharing rani. ((( rani )))

Im sorry you are having thiese feelings. They creep up without us knowing from where and why they come.

Keep talking to us rani.
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Old May 24, 2011, 07:35 AM
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we are in the same boat. we will find away out. we always do.
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Old May 24, 2011, 08:22 AM
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I'm not sure where these feelings are coming from.
I want to know why I feel like this...

Feels like nobody really cares though
I am good at hiding my feelings...
or really blocking my feelings I guess because I don't really feel anything. .
I could see how blocking your feelings would cause SI urges.
Are you in therapy?
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Old May 24, 2011, 08:36 AM
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we are in the same boat. we will find away out. we always do.
((( trick )))
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Old May 25, 2011, 05:17 AM
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No, I'm not really in therpy. I seem to climb my way out eventually over time. It will all get better i just have to make it threw. and thank you Tarmy, I will most definatly keep talking to everyone. Loves all.
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Old May 25, 2011, 09:57 AM
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Therapy makes it easier and it fixes things so that you don't do the same falling in the future.
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Old May 26, 2011, 06:15 AM
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I would probably be in therapy and know I probably should be in therapy, but we don't have alot of extra money right now. we are working on finding a good cheap therapist but.... maybe in due time. Trick found one online that is near us that is on a sliding scale... we MAY check it out.
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Old May 26, 2011, 08:47 AM
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I would probably be in therapy and know I probably should be in therapy, but we don't have alot of extra money right now. we are working on finding a good cheap therapist but.... maybe in due time. Trick found one online that is near us that is on a sliding scale... we MAY check it out.
Hope that works out for you guys rani.
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Old May 26, 2011, 11:47 AM
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What would it hurt to check it out? Keep us posted?
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Old May 27, 2011, 05:58 AM
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K.k will do We are both MAJOR procrastinators so it may take some time... lol
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Old May 27, 2011, 10:40 AM
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We will be patiently waiting!
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Old May 28, 2011, 06:14 AM
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so the T would be $50 a visit. I don't have that kind of extra money. Expecially since trick wants to start going to.......... guess I just won't ever get one. they are way to expensive...
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Old May 28, 2011, 10:20 PM
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How about going every 2 weeks?
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Old May 30, 2011, 03:47 PM
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I still really don't have the extra cash.... Maybe if trick still feels the need to go after we try something that has worked in the past i'll have to come up for the money for her to go, but however, I myself just don't see the point of spending so much when I don't really have it. it'll just make things worse really.
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Old May 30, 2011, 09:55 PM
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Did you look into government sponsored therapy or United Way?
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Old May 31, 2011, 03:00 AM
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I've never heard of anything like that down here in fl
Thanks for this!
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