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Old Jul 02, 2011, 08:20 PM
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I gave in and I want to si even more. I can’t deal with the pain and I need to make it real. I don’t know why things aren’t getting better. I want them to, and I’m working with my T but I just want to even more.

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Old Jul 02, 2011, 09:42 PM
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Everyone has their falling outs keep your head up times always get worse and sometimes remain worse for a bit before they get better ((((((((hugs))))))))))) if safe
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Old Jul 02, 2011, 11:55 PM
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Been there this week, so try not to give in, find another way. It's hard we all know that, but good luck, and of course keep us posted
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Old Jul 02, 2011, 11:58 PM
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I already did twice tonight. They’re bad enough to get stitches but I’m too scared to go. I don’t want to go to the hospital. I can’t. what will they say and do? I know I’ve gone for stitches before but this time I’m even more scared, the idea triggers me more. The idea of being asked questions about why I hurt myself, and the weird looks.
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Old Jul 03, 2011, 07:52 PM
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Just remember that we all love you Keep. And we all want you to get the help you need. Don't worry about what they think.
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Old Jul 04, 2011, 01:15 PM
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Thank you. It’s just hard because I feel so judged when I get stitches.
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Old Jul 05, 2011, 02:39 PM
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Does your T know about this SI?
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Old Jul 06, 2011, 01:54 AM
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No she doesn’t know.
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Old Jul 06, 2011, 10:17 AM
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No she doesn’t know.
Is this a good plan?
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Old Jul 12, 2011, 11:31 AM
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