[Victom4ever]

Self harm back bad for good now cabt keep someone from taking and switching meds, all is ruined and over!! No safety no trust betrayal no health healing hope...no matter what we are such losers failures stupid vulnerable unworthy useless unimportant expendable...We cant protect ourselves nor are we allowed to ve treated honestly fairley respectfully safely rightly, for over a year now they have been taking outright abd replacing our meds with different ones, The assault to every part of us is so agregious and unrelenting and not provanle, that we have given up 4 ever, each month we will try agin with new scripts, but otherwise will remain in bed and will start plan engage or expect nothing, they wanted our failure, and or the money? hope the killing of us was worth it...what a stupid remark, pbviously is worth it, neen doing and getting away with it so long~may it kill you as slowly and painfully as it has us and take away all your hope trust health possibility and life!!
ones who dont matter at all, all of us, miserable failures~

[puzzclar]

It may feel like everything is ruined, but the best way to get through it is to simply search for a better treatment option. I've heard of a couple different options. One is called NLP and requires a trained professional (this may or may not be an option depending on the area you live in) The second is called Energy Psychology, and can be used to calm yourself down. It will look weird, so for the first few times try not to do it in a busy environment. The one nice thing about Energy Psychology, is that you can teach yourself, and study it by yourself. If you wish to have some one to talk to, then there are trained professionals out there (again depending on the area you live in)

There's a few ideas to start off with. Meds and therapy go hand in hand. Use them together along with an exercise program, (try yoga). Do all you can to help yourself... I know it will be hard to start, but it is so worth it. And as always posting here helps a lot to. Since we all know how we feel, or have a good idea. Sending safe hugs