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#1
Oct 05, 2011, 07:41 PM
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So... I've been cutting for the past... damn... five years now. It kinda comes in waves that go with my bi-polar depression and schizophrenia. When I get more depressed or more paranoid or feel more vulnerable, I cut more. But lately, I've been cutting every chance I get.
I want to do it. I look forward to doing it. I fantasize about doing it. I no longer see anything wrong with cutting. I cut all over my body. My wrists, thighs, forearms, and torso are covered in fresh marks and scars. I don't exactly know why I'm writing this, because I know I'll just get all those comments about how what I'm doing is harmful and what about the people I care about, and blah, blah, blah. I'm making myself HAPPY. I'm NOT going to commit suicide, life's too beautiful. I'm just making it more beautiful in my world.
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#2
Oct 05, 2011, 09:28 PM
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The fact that you are writing this proves that there is a part of you, no matter how small, that wants to change and stop what you're doing. I'm not going to go on and on about how I feel about self-injury, you can probably assume I think it's unhealthy. Just wanted to let you know that I don't believe you 100% want to do this. I hope you'll get help when you feel ready. Good luck to you.
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#3
Oct 05, 2011, 11:02 PM
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I agree with the above. May you find healing.
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#4
Oct 06, 2011, 07:59 AM
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Do you have a therapist?
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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#5
Oct 07, 2011, 06:59 PM
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Quote:
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“Suicide is a serious thing. And if you know anyone who is suicidal, you need to get them help. No one should be in pain. Everyone should love themselves. Like I love you all.” -Gerard Way- |
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#6
Oct 07, 2011, 08:08 PM
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You could go to different psych or therapist. I was cutting like crazy. My sister told me to call her old therapist. I stopped seeing my therapist at time- started seeing new one and havent cut since. Everyone is different, and every situation is different, but if you aren' t satisfied with your care, that' s always an option.
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#7
Oct 10, 2011, 11:25 AM
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Life, getting better is part your responsibility too. You and your T need to work together.
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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#8
Oct 16, 2011, 01:31 PM
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I don't have a problem. I don't need to "get better" nothing's really wrong. Okay?
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“Suicide is a serious thing. And if you know anyone who is suicidal, you need to get them help. No one should be in pain. Everyone should love themselves. Like I love you all.” -Gerard Way- Last edited by sabby; Oct 16, 2011 at 08:23 PM. Reason: administrative edit to bring within guidelines |
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#9
Oct 16, 2011, 10:46 PM
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I won't argue with you about not being sick and not needing to get better, but if you are cutting, something is definitely wrong.
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#10
Oct 17, 2011, 12:12 PM
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Quote:
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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#11
Oct 20, 2011, 05:43 PM
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I wrote it because it's true. There's no problem. I'm fine.
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“Suicide is a serious thing. And if you know anyone who is suicidal, you need to get them help. No one should be in pain. Everyone should love themselves. Like I love you all.” -Gerard Way- |
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#12
Oct 21, 2011, 11:15 AM
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Okay..............
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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