trigger?????????????

This is a constant thought in my mind. Why cut when you can commit suicide...
Of course i would never actually do it but its always been a thought.
I've cut for 4 year and have been able to keep it secret of that long. I use suggestions like what to do other then cutting but in the end i usually always do but yesterday I broke my not cutting cycle. I had not cut for 42 days and then i cut. *tears* I know it was bad but is it too late to stop???

Milly

P.s why do people put "trigger" in their posts

sometimes reading posts that have certain words or actions posted upsets people. by putting the word trigger in the subject line for things like cutting, blood swearing, sex acts and so on others can decide for themselves if they are ok to read that post without getting upset by the topic.

I cut to prevent myself from committing suicide. Probably doesn't make much sense to most people but it keeps me from going that extra step.