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Dec 11, 2011, 08:01 AM
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Don't know how to start. This is the third online community i've ever joined and now thinking to leave it also. There is nobody i can talk to about how i feel. Due to my bad eating habbits and tentions i'm reduced to a skeleton. My family got use to of watching me careless about my health so they don't take it seriously now. When my mother says me to eat, i get annoyed and when nobody says, i feel worthless. I began more active in doing chores but these can't distract me from my pain.
My friends themselves are not fine and they expect me to emotionally support them. Once my friend said that i'm intentionally doing this as i can control my mind. I don't share to anybody because nobody understands me. I like to remain in solitude in which i do nothing but to wish for death. My family underestimates me and my acquaintances overestimate me but both expect me to be the perfect person and to serve them. I've adopted ignorance attitude to escape from tentions but it doesn't work. Though i leave everything and everybody, still i'll think about suicide and death. I don't know how long i can survive it... |
 Anonymous324956, Anonymous33425
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Dec 11, 2011, 08:53 AM
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#3
Dec 11, 2011, 11:58 AM
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(((((((((((stern)))))))))
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Dec 11, 2011, 12:31 PM
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(((((stern))))))
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Dec 11, 2011, 09:40 PM
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i'm really sorry for you, i really really really hope that everything turns out okay. i know how it feels to feel like no one is there for you. because i go thru it on a daily basis, as well.
if you want to send me a personal message, i'd be happy to respond  anytime!
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Dec 12, 2011, 11:12 AM
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Thank you all for your support. I don't want to but i feel urge for cutting. Cold bath didn't work.
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Dec 12, 2011, 11:57 AM
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Stern you need to be in therapy.
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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#8
Dec 12, 2011, 04:08 PM
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No one really knows how strong I am, but I can see the weakness of doubt. Doubt about how long I can survive this. So far I have made it 6 years. HOW about YOU? How long have you made it? Keep in mind that some have been able to survive for decades. It can be done... don't give up, someone out there wants to get to know the real you. If you need someone to talk to, just let me know, I'll be there for you, and I think I'll understand to a point. Someone out there wants to understand you, and help you. Will you let them in? (That's the point of these online support systems, to help each other) |
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Dec 12, 2011, 04:14 PM
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hope you will try to keep posting on this site. maybe no one does understand you exactly, and maybe no one is responding or reacting to you like you would like. as for being healthy, maybe you could eat one healthy thing at each meal, and continue that way. i can listen any time.
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Dec 12, 2011, 07:44 PM
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My pm's are always open to you
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Sorrow drips into your heart through a pinhole; just like a faucet that leakes and there is comfort in the sound.- Death Cab For Cutie |
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Dec 12, 2011, 10:47 PM
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(((stern))) sorry you are struggling
 i wish i could offer more help, besides my shoulder to lean/cry on and an open ear to listen/care...
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#12
Dec 13, 2011, 08:57 AM
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Thank you all for your support. It means a lot to me.
I hate to feel this way specially when i'm supposed to concentrate on my studies. I'm having finals but still my mind goes out of control. Yeah i'll try to share with you people. It seems that it could help me. |
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Dec 13, 2011, 01:47 PM
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I know the feeling. and yes we can help. Especially if we are in similar situations.
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