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Jan 07, 2012, 02:37 AM
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Thought I was done with this bs. That's if you discount occasionally trying to knock myself unconcious with painkillers, ripping out my hair, banging my head and refusing to eat (coz I deserve to suffer).
Cut my arm lastnight, a good couple of times, nothing serious tho, it always heals and the scars always fade, guess I've got my mom to 'thank' for that, sharp knives freak her out (my brother was stabbed to death) but I found a really nice pair of scissors, and this after a full year of either not having strong urges or ignoring them. Not even attempting to hide it. What's the point. Idk why I'm posting, feel free to ignore it. Last edited by Trippin2.0; Jan 07, 2012 at 03:18 AM. |
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Jan 07, 2012, 11:31 PM
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Hey, I don't really know what to say.... I cut myself with scissors too... In sorry about your brother.... I just wanted to let you know someone's thinking about you.
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Truth ain't gonna change the way you lie Youth ain't gonna change the way you die -Foo Fighters ••••••••••••• You made yourself a bed At the bottom of the blackest hole And convinced yourself that it's not The reason you don't see the sun anymore -Paramore |
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Jan 08, 2012, 12:18 AM
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Thanks, it's appreciated.XOXO
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#4
Jan 08, 2012, 05:34 AM
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hey :-)
I relate to all of the above....hair pulling, banging head etc but recently the urge to want to harm myself has risen and with that came my old urge to cut again. Have you spoken to pdoc or cpn about it? |
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Jan 08, 2012, 05:54 AM
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I was being treated for bipolar,bpd and ocd over the last 2yrs. But decided I don't want help 3months ago. Quit my meds cold turkey and never went back to T... So in short, no, there's no dr to talk to...
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#6
Jan 09, 2012, 01:14 PM
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Why did you quit everything?
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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#7
Jan 09, 2012, 02:33 PM
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Honestly? There's no 1 logical reason. I can justify it all I want but I was in the midst of a depressive mini-sode, and I thought to hell with it all. Like what's the point of pumping my body full of toxins if there's no real pay-off? Figured I'd come this far alone (un-dxd for 10yrs) might as well continue. Plus meds made me eerily calm under circumstances I should be having a *****fit. Me NO LIKEY! Quit T coz I believe my past should stay in the past, don't scratch off my scabs ya know?
Well, not sure if any of that's making any sense at all,but it is what it is... Thanks for caring enough to ask, sweet of you. |
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#8
Jan 09, 2012, 06:58 PM
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Therapy is imperative to improving mental health.
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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#9
Jan 09, 2012, 10:46 PM
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Thanks, but no thanks, I'll pass
tried it (3x) it's not for me.
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Jan 10, 2012, 04:12 PM
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Good luck..........
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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