Does any of the cutters here think this way??

When I need to cut I always have it in my mind where if i cut i can drain the bad blood out of my system. I usually feel good after words... It's werid..

Does anybody think like this?

OMG! I do! I tell myself I have to get the tainted blood out. Then afterwards I feel better for like 3 days!

I thought I was the only one!

I do think that, but I tell myself I need to see the tears come out. It so pleases me to see drops of blood fall from my arm. I'm so in touch with the pain then..

OMG... wow... Thats exactly how it is for me too. A voice in my mind tells me that it is evil blood coming out, so the more I bleed the better I feel.

Ally

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wow I'm not the only one who thinks like this. I just did something extremely werid tonight. I was at a dropin center (a mental health dropin center) and I was given a ham and cheese sandwich. I was in such a %#@&#! off mood... I hated everybody... until I started stratching my wounds on my lower leg... I've manage to open up one of my cuts and it bled aslittle bit. I dabbed my finger on the cut and the blood leached onto my finger and I begain to suck on my finger to get the blood off.. I really loved the taste... So As I was eating my ham and cheese sandwich... I tore off a piece of the bread and dabbed it on my wound, to suck up the blood from my wound to the bread. I then started eating the bread and was not one bit sick of it.. I did it few times until my wound dried up and that i had no more bread to eat.

Does anybody else do this?

PS, As I was doing this I started feeling this tingling feeling... I started smiling and was actually in a good mood for a while.