[Ally_Angel]

I have these voices in my head trying to make me cut... but also its like there is something inside of me, trying to move myself to self harm. Its really weird. Its kind of like a spirit trying to control me or something.... but not...
The voices sing a song... they sound kind of like marilyn manson...
You know that song "Tainted Love"?
Well instead of love... they say blood...
"Tainted Blood....ohh...tainted blood..." AAAAHHHH! I hate this! I tried to talk to my T about this and she said to turn the radio on loud and try and drown it out.... like that works! NOT! I just wish that they would leave me alone... I have enough problems already to have these voices come along and make me feel like a total nut case! My T isn't too concerned about these so called voices annoying me! But I am... they are even in my dreams... and that song just keeps repeating itself over, and over and over again!

[Rhapsody]

((((((( HUGS ))))))) ~ ~ ((((((( HUGS )))))))


IMHO.............. the voices you hear are your inner WOUNDS trying to be heard, as to HEAL (or) to HELP YOU start the healing process, of that which needs to be healed.

LoVe,
Rhapsody -

[Lexicon78]

I always say my blood is tainted and I have to get it all out. I know, not the same thing as the voices, but I just wanted to reply to this.

I often feel like my cutting is a whole other entity, not just a behavior or addiction.