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I know ill be able to stop.
If I cut, just a little Will it make the ache go away If I cut, just a little watch the blood run astray If I cut, just a little would you hold my hand If I cut just a little, would you understand? When I cut, just a little Will you look at me in shame When I cut, just a little Will you start to lay the blame? Well I cut, just a little I couldn't take the pain I cut just a little Its a neverending game The bright red slashes from when Ive cut just a little Numb curtain falling over Cause Ive cut, just a little Cut the skin Cut reality, skin thin Searching for the truth Should I cut just alittle? *disclaimer - currently having urges but havent SIed in two days, this is ust how I feel* |
#2
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I really am feeling just one cut.. just one cut and then ill stop , just one because I have therapy tomorrow..
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#3
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((((((((((((Rainbowzz)))))))))))))))))) I know it is so hard to resist cutting especially once it gets into your thoughts. But it is so hard to stop once you start. Please talk to your t tomorrow before you do anything. Is therapy aggrevating the urge? Please try and be safe. I hope you were able to resist the urges. Take care and I will be thinking about you today.
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I was.
Thank you so much. Writing about it helped. today is my first in person therapy session in like ten years. ![]() |
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Oooh I hope it goes well for you! Be completely honest about your feelings of self-injury.
And remember...one slip isn't the end. ![]()
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#6
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I went.
As usually, the stoic one of my alters took over and made a "it's not a big deal" and acted tough... We showed her though, and she never really addressed it much to my surprise? As soon as I left, I burst into tears and am currently hiding in my room now that i can cry where noone can see me. Still have urges, not nearly so bad. |
#7
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Writing helps a great deal, as you've experienced. I know I think if I can do it just once, all will be well again. It's never that way with me, though...always in 3's for some reason.
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#8
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I did it again.
I wasnt upset this time, just felt curiously dissasociated from it.. and almost wondering if I could just do it once. well I have like eight new ones. Earlier today I spent seven hours in bed crying. I am depressed majorly. They think im bipolar now too, and I could be crashing. Edit: added trigger icon |
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((((((((((((( Rainbowzz )))))))))))))))
I'm sorry you're feeling so bad. Is there anything you know which will help you feel any better? Please take gentle care of yourselves. Silver
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(((((((((((((((((((Rainbowzz))))))))))))))))))
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((((((((((((((Rainbowzz)))))))))))))))))
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(((RAINBOWZZ)))
Be gentle with yoursleves...
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