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Old May 25, 2012, 09:13 PM
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***potentially triggering***

It's been a while since I was here... I hope its ok that I even post something...

All I want to do is SI. I was to SI and just stop the pain and loneliness from over taking me. It's taking all my energy to stop thinking about how and where I would do it ... although, I know exactly how I would.

I could write more but thats basically it. I want to SI. it's all I can think about. I feel like my life is worthless and I have no one on my side ... which leads me back to wanting to SI ..

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Old May 26, 2012, 07:22 PM
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Hi jacq, I remember you!

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just stop the pain and loneliness from over taking me. I feel like my life is worthless and I have no one on my side ...
What can you do to work on this ^ stuff? Do you have a therapist?
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Old May 26, 2012, 08:47 PM
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Hi jacq, I remember you too

you always have pc on your side *hugs*
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Old May 27, 2012, 12:07 AM
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Have you told a T?
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Old May 27, 2012, 07:05 AM
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I know what you mean about using all your energy to not si. It is very draining. Do you have a T you can talk to. Sometimes it helps just to have someone you can talk to. It definitely helps keep me on track, even if the urges are still there.
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Old May 27, 2012, 07:08 AM
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((((all))))) yes I am fortunate in that I have a great T... and she knows most of this, perhaps not the intensity of it though. I had emailed her the previous night with similar feelings and her response was helpful... i just need to figure out a way to handle these thing on mw own
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Old May 27, 2012, 10:38 AM
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But are you working on not feeling lonely and worthless and are you expressing your pain and why in therapy?
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Old May 30, 2012, 04:43 PM
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((((((((((((((( jacq10 ))))))))))))))
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