I know what i need to do. i have done it in the past. i have survived this in the past. good news is i haven't cut for 2 days. maybe i can keep it up. but i think that coming here may be hurting me more than helping me. so i am taking a break. i may read posts, but i'm not going to post. i am calling my therapist....to get an appointment. i refuse to let this kill me from the inside out. i can't do it anymore. when i feel i can, i'll come back and post. if anyone wants to they can private message me. i'll check those...thanks for all your help...it has helped. but now, i have to help myself.
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[b] These wounds won't seem to heal...this pain is just too real..there's just too much that time cannot erase....[b]
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