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Why is the only thing I find safety in is a razor? I've been having a rather hard time lately with my paranoia. The thought of having someone holding my hand or hugging me or anything that has to do with human contact does not seem safe to me...it doesn't even feel safe...but just holding that razor is the safest feeling in the world to me. I'm sure I'm alone in all this...that's how it usually goes. More than half the time I can only relate to myself...so I don't even know why I'm posting this.
I don't usually carry a razor with me, but as of recently I have started keeping one in my purse, on my bedstand, and a few other places. I am never without a razor anymore. It's just not safe enough to be without one. I guess I'll deal with this stuff on my own anyways.
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Thanks for sharing this Lex.... I think I sort of know where you are coming from.
I do understand about paranoia ggrrrrr Good thoughts, Fuzzy
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Lexi - I don't know what to say. I do worry about you.
Please try to take care. (Those words seem so trite sometimes, but I really mean them).
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Lexi, I do as well too. I always keep one in my car. I know it is difficult.Please be safe!
HUGS Cher
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![]() ![]() I wish I knew how to make you feel better. I guess just know that my thoughts are with you. Please be safe, Songbird
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You are not alone Lexicon.
I feel great power when i hold a razor/knife |
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