[Girl_Interrupted]

...Just wanna make a quick rant before I go to sleep, as I need to get it off my chest somewhere.

Feeling like I want to self-harm tonight, because my friend brought up my self-harm in a Facebook chat session.
It went like this
I said I need a new hobby
She said make bracelets
I said, that's a good idea, but I'd never be able to wear them and show them off
She said well you can just cover your self harm with them

I then got onto talking about how bad my self-harm scarring actually is. It's no longer limited to my wrist and a few red scars up my left arm like she first saw and met me. My arms have been since covered in scarring, and she's trying to tell me all these methods of how to cover up.

I just eventually said, to be honest they don't work, all those methods don't work, because trust me if they did, I would be wearing T-Shirts xD

Now I'm all reminded of how I once wasn't so badly covered in scars and had the courage to wear T-Shirts with just those few scars, and it's upset me a little. Not crying upset, but an upset feeling inside.

I wish I never self-harmed. It's such a stupid thing to do

Honey I understand....

The scars will heal.l. For personal experience. They may not go away, depending on the depth and damage... But
time will heal all wounds... I promise you this!

[AngelWolf3]

I'm sorry you are going through this right now. I can only offer hugs and hopes that your day today is better...