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Old Sep 10, 2012, 08:58 AM
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I just started a T group in hopes that it will help me deal with things. I stress out very easily and get really tired with school.... and studying.... and trying to deal with boys....

Story Time....

Last night I was in a class and a friend walks in..... with a girl at his side.... I've liked him, and then I see him partly stretch/put his arm around her. Ya that makes me feel really great. I've liked him for awhile now.... and all I've wanted to do is get him to ask me out... well, I've given up any hope of dating,

Vent....

I just can't deal with this type of crap right now. I want to be just done with trying to have relationships. Friends don't come easily for me....

All I've wanted to do is just to see the hurt, see the pain. Do something so I can just put it behind me. But that doesn't seem like it's going to happen. I hear complaints from everyone around me. I just can't deal with it right now. I've wanted to just not deal with things, but obviously that isn't working at all. "What am I supposed to do.... Just move on" Or at least that's what the song on Pandora is saying right now.

I want to give in, or to cry, or something....

With the group I have to be honest with them, but right now, I just want to run and hide, and never go again, but I know I"ll go and report that I've been isolating, and wanting to si. But I do have homework to do, even if I don't want to.... grrrrrr.

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Old Sep 10, 2012, 09:47 AM
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Hi puzz, I'm glad that you are in a group. Keep us posted?
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Old Sep 12, 2012, 10:42 PM
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Major break through today... lots of anxiety but at least I know where a lot of the mental things are coming from... now to just work on them...
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Old Sep 13, 2012, 11:00 AM
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Good Work! Did the breakthrough come about through the group?
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........

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Old Sep 14, 2012, 08:47 AM
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yes it did. and it has brought much anxiety about being around other people.... I"m in college, and what happened was at a different univeristy but it scares me that someone will find out, tell the school (about sui thoughts, anxiety attacks, or the fact it impacts my life so much) and then they will kick me out.... not a good environment to be around. which means that I have no "safe" people, and I really don't want any relationships.... and then the si type thoughts start coming. All I want to do is scream!
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Old Sep 14, 2012, 09:22 AM
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What you share in group is confidential. Does this fear impact your ability to share in group?
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........

I'm an ISFJ
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Old Sep 14, 2012, 10:25 PM
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no that's the only place that's safe.... as of now.
Thanks for this!
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