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#1
Oct 10, 2012, 09:52 PM
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* *  part of my mind keeps throwing up thoughts of si'ing and sui thoughts i don't want them i don't want to act on them i'm scared of the thoughts i'm scared i'll lose the strength to ignore the thoughts i'm scared i'll give in to them i'm scared of being alone with this they are getting worse my ability to keep fighting seems to be lessening i'm scared of my mind  i hate being scared  i don't know how to stop this |
 Idiot17, littlemssunshine, perseverance11, suzzie, whenwillitend
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#2
Oct 10, 2012, 09:59 PM
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I feel just like that too right now.
Unfortunately I have no idea what to do about it.
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As she draws her final breath Just beyond the door he'll find her Taking her hand he softly says For the first time you can open your eyes And see the world without your sorrow Where no one knows the pain you left behind And all the peace you could never find Is waiting there to hold and keep you Welcome to the first day of your life Just open up your eyes as I lay you down tonight Safe on the other side No more tears to cry |
| littlemssunshine, suzzie
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| Wren_
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#3
Oct 10, 2012, 10:12 PM
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Do you have someone to talk through these thoughts and feelings? You should definitely seek a counselor or a therapist, if you can.
Here is a great link that has some wonderful suggestions to act on and distract yourself with: http://www.wikihow.com/Stop-Cutting-Yourself It really helps. It will get better, but you definitely can't do this alone. I speak from experience as someone who still struggles with these thoughts daily.  Please keep us posted!!!
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Never forget how loved and beautiful you are!!! 
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#4
Oct 10, 2012, 10:47 PM
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thanks both of you
i have a T just not finding anything is helping and that most information i read is directed at people who want to si (which used to be true), rather than at thoughts that are there when you don't want to 
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#5
Oct 11, 2012, 11:46 AM
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Sounds like you need support and comfort. Where can you get this tgirl?
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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Oct 11, 2012, 12:53 PM
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I don't think i can
I tried I'm not sure where else to try Last edited by Wren_; Oct 11, 2012 at 01:08 PM. |
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#7
Oct 11, 2012, 01:14 PM
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Do you think that you don't allow yourself to have it?
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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#8
Oct 11, 2012, 01:31 PM
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I think anytime there could be any kind of support or comfort I ruin it; and now I don't know where to find it, what it looks like or if ever found again - how to hold on to it
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Oct 11, 2012, 01:58 PM
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"ruin it" is a strong word. Sometimes we sabotage ourselves because we are scared.
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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#10
Oct 11, 2012, 03:34 PM
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I seem to
Thanks Sannah
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#11
Oct 11, 2012, 03:37 PM
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Continue posting here and having support here. It will help you!
 I wish you the best!
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