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Old Oct 09, 2012, 02:03 PM
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After getting raped, again... I've gotten so much more depressed. I ended up cutting alot... and I know the exact location of all the major veins in my arm... and I know exactly how deep I would have to go to hit it... Everytime I cut that's all I think about... I'm so depressed... When cutting, now.... I cant stop until ive lost enough blood to where I have to go to the hospital... And when i'm completely honest with my parents... and tell them i'm done living.... they wont even listen to me....
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Old Oct 09, 2012, 02:10 PM
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Im so sorry you are feeling like this, i dont have any words but i send you a big hug, im not doing good myself we all need of each other sometimes..
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Old Oct 09, 2012, 02:15 PM
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I am sorry to hear that. You are really in a depression mood. I suggest you to go directly to the hospital, you need safety and help.

If you have a T, leave him a urgent message.

Sometimes, life bring us so bad things and it is though to get back after

I wish you the best!
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Old Oct 09, 2012, 03:18 PM
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This made me cry for you, big hugs please keep safe.
This maybe a long road but it will get better
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Old Oct 09, 2012, 05:43 PM
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I'm just... so done.:'(
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Old Oct 09, 2012, 09:11 PM
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Please call a therapist, a doctor, talk to your parents, call a crisis line or go to a hospital if you feel like you're in danger of hurting yourself. Dealing with feelings after being sexually assaulted and then everything else is VERY HARD. Please reach out for offline support though, because you are worth it.

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Old Oct 10, 2012, 09:01 PM
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You are definitely worth it!!! Please seek help. You deserve to heal and your health is the most important thing in the world, right now and always. I love you, dear, and will be thinking of you.
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Old Oct 11, 2012, 01:16 AM
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After getting raped, again... I've gotten so much more depressed. I ended up cutting alot... and I know the exact location of all the major veins in my arm... and I know exactly how deep I would have to go to hit it... Everytime I cut that's all I think about... I'm so depressed... When cutting, now.... I cant stop until ive lost enough blood to where I have to go to the hospital... And when i'm completely honest with my parents... and tell them i'm done living.... they wont even listen to me....
Hello,
I am sorry that you are raped girl but why don't you raise your voice against them. And listen you don't have right to harm yourself because your parents love you and that's why you have to live...
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Old Oct 11, 2012, 02:00 AM
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You are definitely worth it!!! Please seek help. You deserve to heal and your health is the most important thing in the world, right now and always. I love you, dear, and will be thinking of you.
Thankyou so much.
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Old Oct 11, 2012, 11:40 AM
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Please be safe. What is going on with the phone call to the therapist that your mom made?
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Old Oct 11, 2012, 07:56 PM
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Please be safe. What is going on with the phone call to the therapist that your mom made?
I have my first appointment next tuesday. I'm nervous, but happy that things are finally getting moving.
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Old Oct 12, 2012, 08:27 AM
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Good luck and remember to lean on us.
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