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Old Oct 16, 2012, 11:06 PM
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well, i just got out of the hospital today. i was in there for a week because i was planning to kill myself. im not suicidal anymore, but i really want to cut. i think im going to. as long as i dont kill myself, im not hurting anyone else.. right? i dont give a **** about myself, so as long as im happy on the outside everything is good. hiding these cuts will be fun.. :/
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Old Oct 17, 2012, 06:25 AM
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Old Oct 17, 2012, 06:49 AM
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Old Oct 17, 2012, 09:07 AM
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Yeah, what is the follow up care after discharge?
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Old Oct 17, 2012, 01:35 PM
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I talked to my T, and she just got sad. the discharge plans were to see my T, and I did yesterday, but then last night when I got home my mom and step dad were being jerks so I decided to cut.
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Old Oct 17, 2012, 01:50 PM
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I guess it didn't stop them being "jerks", but may have helped with your feelings at the time.

I am sorry things are difficult right now, please keep safe.
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Old Oct 17, 2012, 01:53 PM
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Old Oct 17, 2012, 02:35 PM
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yes please keep safe...thank you for being open with us. I am glad you have a place to at least let some thoughts out.
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Old Oct 17, 2012, 05:01 PM
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I know what you mean. Once when my T asked why i self harmed i said it was as means off cobtrol, to stop me going any further. She actually kind off understood and saw my logic i think. Try talking it over wih your T. Keep safe.
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Old Oct 18, 2012, 10:43 AM
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Are you talking to your T about your mom and step dad?
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Old Oct 22, 2012, 01:29 PM
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Yeah, I would talk to your T about your mom/step dad since they seem to be a big trigger for you. My father was a trigger for me growing up, so I know what it's like. Hang in there.
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