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Old Oct 24, 2012, 09:46 PM
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I've self-harmed for about 3 months now. Every once in a while something convinces me to try and stop.. but of course I never do. I just cut today.. a little bit ago actually, and I guess it wasn't that big of a deal because I had broke on Sunday.. That day... I was liek withdrawling from not cutting.. It was only like 5 days!! And I was shaking, tensing, and my hands were in fists.. that was me trying to resist. I broke then.. Cut really deep. Today was the same, and I fear I may have just readdicted myself to cutting to try and get rid of my depression. I think I go to meet a therapist on the 14th of November, but I really don't think I can hold on that long.. I've attempted suicde multiple times.. I'm thinking about it, but I want a reason not to... Why shouldn't I? I have nothing and no one to live for.
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Old Oct 25, 2012, 10:31 AM
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im sorry youre feeling this way i understand about trying to
stop and then it not working out its very addicting real hard
to let it go i hope your t can help with your depression
there must be somethign or someone worth sticking around
for like gettign a new friend liek me for example im awesome
you still have to get to know me just keep holding on keep
talking
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Old Oct 26, 2012, 01:32 PM
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Who IRL can you reach out to?
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Old Oct 26, 2012, 02:01 PM
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Who IRL can you reach out to?
Sorry, I'm like stupid.. What's IRL?
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Old Oct 26, 2012, 02:22 PM
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you're not stupid, it took me a while to get the "lingo" too...! IRL, i think means In Real Life, and if you see just the letter T, it means therapist
Welcome to PC. I am so sorry you are going through this right now...keep posting ... here if you need to talk.
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Old Oct 26, 2012, 04:41 PM
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Ah, okay. Thanks.. and then, IRL I don't really have anyone that can help me. I've tried talking to my mom, but that didn't help.
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Old Oct 28, 2012, 09:20 AM
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Yeah, we all had to learn this lingo. I'm really glad that you are going to get a T. Did your mom set that up?
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