[blackrainbow]

trying real hard to keep it together
to not give in to my urges but its
hard and really not many people
understand its just stop dont do it
youre not only hurting you and i know
it sounds like i want to hear someone
say that its ok to hurt myself and i
dont want to hear that i dont know
what i want really anyways blah
lexi

[blackrainbow]

you know i hate whining about wanting to hurt
myself or cuz im sad or this or that i rarely tell
anyone how im feeling but i thought id put it
here anyways i thought maybe someone would
at least say they hear me they understand
something but theres nothing here its liek
being invisible its a sad thing for a person to
come on here hoping to at least get a small
response somethign when they are struggling
alot and then get nothing so thanks
wont make this mistake again

[greyclouds]

I hear you, I know I already spoke to you, but just wanted you to know I read this.
And all the time your being strong and helping me. I thank you so much please be strong.
Just like Alex tells me xx

[Sannah]

Hi rainbow, I usually come here daily but I was gone on Fall Break. How are you doing today?

[blackrainbow]

hey thanks for writing im not doing to great
but will be ok sorry about the rant just was
sad upset and felt well invisible really dont
really ever talk about how i am so was hard
to put down words and not be heard anyways
that sonds all needy and i dont mean to be
thanks for caring
lexi

[Sannah]

If you feel needy there is a reason why. I know that it doesn't feel good to be needy but you are where you are and that is okay.