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Dec 22, 2012, 04:53 AM
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So, I haven't been on here in what seems like forever. I didn't realize how much I needed the support that I got on here.
My cutting has gotten so much worse... I stopped for about a month, and then I randomly started up again. I don't know what came over me. I saw my blade one day, and ended up just destroying my arm. It's gotten to the point where I won't even cut unless the cuts open up my arm at least one inch. And if I can't see the inside of my arm, and see how deep I cut into my arm, before it starts bleeding... I tell myself that I didn't go deep enough and try again. And I hold my arm up in the air, and if my forearm isn't completely covered in blood within a minute or two from one cut... I just cut until I run out of room, or pass out from seeing so much blood. I never thought it would get this far...
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#2
Dec 22, 2012, 08:52 AM
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How are you sessions going with your T?
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Dec 22, 2012, 11:57 AM
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sorry that this is still an issue for you.
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Dec 23, 2012, 12:35 AM
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Dec 23, 2012, 02:45 AM
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I would very highly recommend a new T then. Your therapist should be helping you with things like this, especially things like this. The risk of infection you are running is very severe, and with cuts an inch deep and passing out, I fear exsanguination.
 I do hope things get better Ticli. Praying for you, as always. Harley
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Dec 23, 2012, 01:46 PM
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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Dec 29, 2012, 05:31 AM
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Dec 29, 2012, 01:02 PM
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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Dec 31, 2012, 11:05 PM
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Jan 01, 2013, 03:18 PM
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So you go to your appts and all you do is color?
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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Jan 04, 2013, 12:03 AM
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Jan 04, 2013, 11:11 AM
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Can you change therapists?
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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