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Nov 29, 2012, 07:24 PM
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hello, I know nobody will see this, nobody will comment, and nobody will help. But I don't know, I just have to try because I am so desperate. I don't feel like I have a problem but apparently this site says "self injury" is bad. I just think its a decoration! A pretty red slash all over yourself. I don't know why I am so obsessed with blood. It's so beautiful to me. I have gone a little while without decorating but I always go back to it. I mostly relapse during my psychotic episodes. I turn into my darker personality and she tells me all these things about why I should make a new scar on myself. She says you have to let the bugs escape, let the demons out, make sure you're not a robot by seeing your blood, it's so pretty, you're so ugly, you deserve it, you let everyone down, they would love to see you dead
I missed the vital artery in my neck 4 times by just a hair The only reason I don't do it much is that my mother may see. As soon as I grow up and move out it will come back, fully fledged and ready to take over once again. Eventually I will accidentally slip in the wrong spot and do what I have wished I could do for years Bleed to death |
 Angelornot, Anonymous33340, FreedomButterfly90, xXSkitty KittyXx
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Nov 29, 2012, 07:32 PM
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I know how you feel...ive been there and am currently trying to stop....its hard I know, but we will make it through together
 Pinky Promise.....
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Nov 29, 2012, 07:33 PM
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 aww you might not know me but I want to say that I know how you feel. you're not alone. <3
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Nov 29, 2012, 08:49 PM
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same as op
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Nov 30, 2012, 09:17 AM
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Hi akelaash, welcome to PC. Do you have a therapist?
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........ I'm an ISFJ |
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Dec 03, 2012, 01:35 PM
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It's really hard to bleed to death to be honest. I'm not going to explain why, because you'll end up knowing what to do to make sure you do, but it is pretty hard.
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