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#1
Nov 12, 2012, 06:25 PM
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Lately cutting isn't enough... I want to hurt myself more. I keep thinking about stabbing myself...
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Nov 12, 2012, 09:50 PM
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Oh no.
 What's going on? I am scared for you, dear. Your thoughts seem to have become much darker, and I really think you need to talk it out with your parents. You need someone to turn to, and as awesome as PC is, there's definitely a barrier here and only someone in real life, like a doctor or therapist, can really help you get through this and develop healthier coping mechanisms. Do you know what your main stressors and triggers are?  Thinking of you, friend, and sending lots of gentle hugs your way.
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#3
Nov 12, 2012, 10:29 PM
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I don't want to talk to my parents. I think I would much rather end up stabbing myself than having to talk to them. I talked to my counselor and she told me to journal instead... and mostly I get stressed because I procrastinate and then everything piles up and seems overwhelming.
thanks 
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Nov 12, 2012, 11:09 PM
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I totally go through the exact same thing. It is beyond frustrating and I can completely relate. They figured out that I had ADD on top of anxiety + depression. However, the ADD meds weren't the right ones and made me extremely depressed a few weeks ago and I am still recovering.
It seems like a never-ending cycle. What's holding you back from talking to them? It sounds like they hold the key to getting you better help.
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Nov 12, 2012, 11:51 PM
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I'm not close to my parents. talking to them scares me. it's just so... awkward and embarrassing and.. yuck lol :P
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Nov 13, 2012, 09:54 AM
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Is your counselor addresses this family issue?
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Nov 13, 2012, 01:30 PM
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nope. she helps me with SI and my ED
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Nov 13, 2012, 02:24 PM
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Is she connecting how your family issues are causing your SI and ED issues?
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#9
Nov 13, 2012, 02:41 PM
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I agree, cutting isn't enough for me either anymore.
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| Angelornot, the submissive
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#10
Nov 13, 2012, 05:13 PM
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ya, cutting isn't enough any longer. and its so horrible tp speak to parents bout it.
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| Angelornot, Anonymous33340
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Nov 13, 2012, 08:16 PM
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My parents would kill me if they found out that I still cut.
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Nov 13, 2012, 08:50 PM
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About a week ago, my mom found out that I started cutting again
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Nov 13, 2012, 10:41 PM
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How'd that go?
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Nov 13, 2012, 11:54 PM
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it was weird. she saw my arm said "um what's that" I made her get out of my room and she hasn't say anything else about it.
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Nov 14, 2012, 07:27 PM
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At least she left you alone, mine didn't. Every day she would check my body to look for cuts...she hasn't in a while.
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Nov 14, 2012, 09:07 PM
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she's done that before
humiliating
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Nov 14, 2012, 09:10 PM
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I know, especially when they see a random cut on you that Wasn't on purpose.
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Nov 15, 2012, 12:56 AM
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yeah I had a scrape on my finger - idek how it got there - and my mom asked me if I did it to myself!
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Nov 15, 2012, 10:04 PM
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I know, wtsf?! Anyways, how are you doing with the cutting now?
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Nov 16, 2012, 02:49 PM
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pretty good, you?
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Nov 16, 2012, 05:53 PM
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Better, glad everything is getting better for you too. x)
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Jan 05, 2013, 05:51 AM
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Try listening to load music. Scream with the lyrics. That helps me
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