[xXSkitty KittyXx]

I don't know why but it's coming back.....my suicidal thoughts are filling my mind once more.... I can't control them :/ I have bipolar type schizoaffective disorder, but am unable to go to a psychiatrist to get better..... I just really need to talk..... :'(

Originally Posted by xXSkitty KittyXx

I don't know why but it's coming back.....my suicidal thoughts are filling my mind once more.... I can't control them :/ I have bipolar type schizoaffective disorder, but am unable to go to a psychiatrist to get better..... I just really need to talk..... :'(

is their someone around who you can talk to?

stay safe..

[newtus]

you can talk to me.
if you want.

i have schizophrenia. i cut.

[Sam2]

Suicidal thoughts are one of those things that tend to come and go. It doesn't take anything special to start a thought and they creep in when you aren't looking.

Remember that those thoughts are only temporary. Bouncing back and forth is hard to deal with, and i think that makes those thoughts even scarier. The feeling of being out of control is something that most people find unnerving.
There are plenty of people here who will listen to you. Sometimes just talking about your thoughts helps.

If you have been diagnosed with bipolar, perhaps your family Dr. could perscribe something to help stabalize you after he makes a call to the Dr. who diagnosed you. If you can't get to a psychiatrist because of insurance reasons, a GP is better than nothing.

Even though you come to the forum, and we will all listen and respond the best we can, it would be nice if there was someone who could stay with you while you are feeling this way. You know when your thoughts are getting serious, and if that is the case, its not safe for you to be alone. Please stay in contact with us.

Sam2

[xXSkitty KittyXx]

Hey guys I'm doing better..... they aren't as bad as they were yesterday.... ill keep you posted

[mazing]

Hang in there. As hard as it can be the urges will pass.

Thinking of you