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#1
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Even though things have been going alright recently and I haven't done it in a long time, I really really really really really miss self harm.
I know this is going to sound so terrible, but I sort of regret not doing it more often before I stopped... does that make any sense? ![]() - AJ |
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It makes sense to me. It's hard to see myself stopping at all.
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#3
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I understand where your coming from. Sometimes I miss doing it but I know that it's good that I'm not doing it. Idk. I wish I could do it again though...even though that wouldn't make anything better.
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Yes, exactly. Omg. It's so frustrating and it's driving me insane. Either that or I wish I never stopped... and then I hate myself for thinking that and it starts all over again in an endless thought cycle. Is it ever going to get easier to forget what SI felt like?
- AJ |
#5
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It's been three weeks and I really REALLY want to relapse. I'm making myself go at least two more.
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